My finger was cut before the day that he goes back to his hometown. At that moment, he was nervous than me. After we came back from clinic, he very take good care of me. He ask me lay on the bed and rest. He not allow me cook, not allow me to wash plate. After that, he kept asking me how about my finger and console me. 

Over day by day, we solve and done all the thing together. Today is the day that he want to go back. I very sad and my mood was very down all the day. Actually I have something to tell you. Baby, actually I am not angry, it is because I don want to let you go. I don know how to manage my emotion. In front of my friend, I can control my emotional as well but when I am facing you I cannot control. I very touched because before you go back , you prepare all the thing to me. You know I am a blur blur girl but then you just help me done all the thing for me. I am strong in front of outsider but you and my family I definitely cannot to be strong again if I met problem.