Love

How I gonna to miss you

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Bii bii, I am regret that day I left your hand and let you back. Yes. I know what I always imagine is won't happen but never-mind I will wait you come back whatever how long I need to wait.

Usually if I study until so tired I will go to 3rd floor and find you because I know you will stop to play your game and ask me : Bii Bii, how are you ? Isn't tired to study? Let me help you do massage for you. It is very relax and my bone with my body all very comfortable. You also even play with me and make me have more energy to study again. So, just now I was doing same thing again and go up to find you but in the half way i just realize you back hometown alrdy. You back hometown is same meaning that you gone in my life. Everything I need to do alone and maybe usually I was too rely on you. 

Bii Bii. I hope when you seeing my blog can you promise me one thing ?
Can you please say " Bii bii, I love you" to me and at least one time in a day?
So that I can feel that I am your ONLY ONE in your heart and no one can replace me.

Charles and Keith have doing BIG SALE so I date my best friend- "Cindy" . She bring her boy friend and shopping together. At the moment, I just as a light bulb and I am feel lonely that I need shopping alone. Without you, no one give me any comment to see weather is pretty or not. My hand is so empty and  cold because do not holding your warn and sweat hand. After that, we are going to the Japan shop behind the SHUSHI ZAMAI , I kept confuse can I buy the Motcha tea or not because is so expensive . When I still thinking, my best friend was just took 3 box of ice cream and choose what she like then her boyfriend just help her to pay. In whole day she no need to take it out her wallet because she have a ATM boyfriend. I admit that I have some realize and I told my best she is very sweet. 

Wait a moment, I remain silent and I asked myself : WHY? Why I need to say my boy friend ? He is my bii bii I cannot dislike him. I cannot regret what I choose. My bii bii is very good for me. No him i need to hungry everyday. No him I need to sleep alone. No need no one can cover and protect me when I met stranger. No him I cannot show out my REAL personality. No him I less can laugh loudly . No him no one can I share my happiness and sadness to anyone. No him I cannot sleep well like a pig. No him I need to walk alone from a place to a place. No him no one can accompany to shopping. No him no one can be patient with my " princess emotional" No him I need to act strong but if in front of you I can tears out without any worries isn't got someone laughing at me. Yes, you are very important and this all that is cannot buy with money this is because the action that you love me so you just will show it out. I cannot and I am not confidence should I can find another one like you but I don want try to find new one because I am totally feel comfortable and fall in love with you so I wont leave you. I hope you also won't left my hand no matter what happen.

In the same think, bii bii you also my ONLY ONE in my heart and no one can replace you even though you are not perfect in SOMETHING but I am still loving you that is no reason to change my mind and is the way I will keep loving you .  


Bii, I love you and I really miss you so much . TO BE CONTINUES with my revision...

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