Mood
Day for me.
I am still alive. I very enjoy my busy working day. Rushing assignment and practice presentation. Although it was so tired to me but I appreciate. I think everyone curious what I am talking about? Isn't she getting mad? No. I appreciate I have a chance to study. I have a change to gain more knowledge from my study. I can forget everything and I have no need bother too much. I am a person that lost safety so much so that make me easy to get insomnia. When I am rushing something I was so sleepy because everything that I want to do already set in my mind until I felt very tired. Then, I start to clean up and going to bed automatically. Without sound, without light I cannot fall in sleep so I must to switch on the bulb to sleep with me. Although the bulb is switching on but my fear is non stop. I can stay alone live alone but I hard to sleep alone. To who know me, they know when a group of friend I can fall in sleep in 15min but sleep alone I need 2 hours. I think I am the person very scare something to away me. I am not allow everyone leave me alone not only family, lover even my friend should not leave me alone. Never Ever to do that for me because lost safety too much.
I miss this boy badly. <3
Tell you all a secret actually he is my loyal fans. :)
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